Excuse my run on sentences and bad grammar, haha. It goes as follows:
"June 18, 2009
Today I realized that I need to make time for the Lord and also that I need to put Christ first and do everything else through him. He will always love me, no matter what. I need to treat him like my best friend and want to spend time with him everyday, all day. I am making a goal to read the Bible and start every morning off with Christ. I feel empty if I don't."
It's crazy to look back and see how I've come back to that point. I'm two years older and I've learned so much and grown a lot in those past two years, but I've strayed so much this year. I've hardly picked up my Bible out of Small Group or Campaigners. But now I have the desire to read the Bible again. I'm my most happiest when I'm regularly in the Word. I don't want to get comfortable, and that's exactly what I've let myself do over the past several months. I need to grow and challenge myself and I'm ready to start back on the journey. I'm ready to walk beside Christ again, not have him drag me along behind him. I love Jesus and I need to have that shown in my life ALL THE TIME. I'm being made new.